3am eternal

I never thought 3am was a time before I had kids....just a concept. Sometimes I would go clubbing but really never looked at the clock and went - oh my it is 3am. But it is a time and I know it well.

Does anyone remember that KLF song from the early / mid 1990s - with the line "its 3am eternal"? Well it does feel like an eternity that time of the morning and quite frankly, I am OVER it!

Well, I am back from my vacation on Rottnest Island which was lovely but the kids are now worse sleepers than they ever were. Miss 9months is sick again and I spent a good deal of time last night lying on her scary floor with her scratching my face and pulling my hair (you would think she would be HAPPY with her mother snuggling her but noooo not her).

Between going to her, mr 2.5 would yell the house down until I came to him (no daddy wouldnt do - it had to be me. At least he tried). Then my 2.5 decided 5am was wake up time and NOTHING would dissuade him.

The nights are so LONG when you dont sleep. OF course because Mr 2.5 woke so early, he is in a ratty, annoying mood. I am loving life being a stay at home mum. Not.

I am sick of being a trooper. I just want some sleep. See - I am so tired, I cant even attempt any humour. So very over it!